I can't see myself ever being happy b/c I will never have the four only things people need to be happy?

1 Relationship


I'm gay + ugly, and gay men are shallow and I will never meet someone since there are so few gay people in the world and fewer if any that would ever be interested in me


2 Family


I've always wanted a big family but since I can never have a wife, I can never have children and it wouldn't be fair to the child to adopt as a single man


3 Friends


I'm currently in my 2nd semester at college and have made no friends, and all my friends from high school have made friends at their colleges and I feel as though I am growing distant from them leaving for college. This lack of friends is mainly due to a severe blushing problem I have, where the slightest feeling of self consciousness (I don't even have to be embarrassed) my face will burn and I turn bright red, so almost any conversation is impossible


4 Job


I've always wanted to be a teacher or a lawyer, but with my blushing problem I could never have such a job and I can't even have a job interview because i come off bad.

I can't see myself ever being happy b/c I will never have the four only things people need to be happy?
buy some weed








im not even kidding just try it. but dont have any other drugs
Reply:look other things in life will make you happy i have a speech problem and most of the time people dont understand me and it is far to adopt kids as a single man as long as your a good dad but dont whine just cause you think youll never find a realatonship you will and making friends go to a dim enviroment it should help but think about it would you want to hang out with a depressed person i dont think so
Reply:that really sucks....but listen if you were to turn it all around and write about the positives you may come accross something you didn't realize before....take some time anf figure out what is most important to you then deal with it,,,one thing at a time....GOOD LUCK!!
Reply:you will find someone that likes you for you and you can have a family if you adopt or be a foster parent you will have friends after you are done with college or you can try to make some when you are in college i also have a blusjing problem you just have to put yourself out there and try if you want to succeed in life you have to try

funeral flowers